What, im twenty?..when did that happen?

So, It's that time of year again when we go through the motion of celebrating birth, and tomorrow that celebration would be for me. Fabulous! unfortunately this year, i don't really feel like putting to much excitement into my own celebration when there are plenty of other things just as deserving for equal or better celebration such as Graduations, the ending of a bad situations and the beginning of better ones. compared to these, turning 20 doesn't seem like such a big deal. Yes, it is true i am officially no longer a teenager, however the connotations that the word teenager provokes i never lived up to so leaving behind that stereotype isn't too hard.
Honestly, i still catch myself at times referring to myself as 18....for some reason it was like once i reached that point, i just kinda mentally stopped and wasn't wanting to grow up anymore. so i really have to think before i answer a question about my age....which is ridiculous.
i feel like the early 20's are a confusing period, even more so than what they said the teens were going to be ...but for me, never really were. In the 20's is when you are either finishing up school, trying to decide on more schooling, getting a job (which might be impossible to find), get married, and start a family......those are life decisions, and compared to high school drama, these are a little more serious!
No pressure, really!.........in comparison to all that, they can also be the most exciting times ever by going through the processes in which those previously described decisions are made.

I don't know, i suppose i am ready to embrace it all...as if i really had a choice! but i do choose to be joyful for whatever comes my way!